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Dissonance

by Anahata

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1.
Rust 03:28
I've watched you die one thousand times Not a moment passes where I forget How you stabbed my spine People like you are such a Shame Use all the ones you claim to save Kill the world to save yourself But it's no wonder We're all going through hell How cruel the world can be when it's back is turned How warm the devil's hand is With his hate so bold it burns I cry more and more each time When I recollect on how you crossed the line Bridges to Ashes Dust to dust My love decays Consumed by rust Good on you to push that being damaged is my fault I can embrace all my flaws But you can't stand yourself at all You couldn't grin and bear your shortcomings And admit that you were scared to be alone (bring it back) You couldn't grin and bear your shortcomings And admit that you were scared to be alone Shows from the abuse in your home Here I go again Wasting my thoughts on you I wish you could see The Damage you've done to me You swear that we were an island But i was always standing still In the midst of an apocalyptic world Bridges to Ashes Dust to dust My love decays Consumed by rust In your darkest moments You know you're a fraud Who uses everyone to keep yourself alive You should just give up Ashes to ashes Dust to Dust
2.
Decayed 03:13
Take a step back and look at the path you walk Harbor too many hearts With no heart left of your own Trying to feel something Feels like stabbing in the dark I've Been Infected By these scars on my heart How will I let go of all of this pain How will I lose this fight again I've worked too hard to build these walls up To bring them down for those I barely know What a shame Left to wither in the darkest caves Too rare to live Too numb to fall apart Forever doomed to restart Could never trust myself Could never find a peace of mind So willing to stand aside So willing just to abide So willing to be so blind Somehow I drown in my silence Knowing their illusion would be destroyed If I just opened my mouth When it counts I wonder who would stand by me And who would just walk out What a shame Left to wither in the darkest caves Too rare to live Too numb to fall apart Forever doomed to restart Show me your true face Underneath your feeble skin You immerse yourself in darkness But let's see you bring yourself to light I can only learn from my mistakes But I am who I am either way This whole in my chest It proves that I'll never forget No one left to love from the past No one left to trust as no cost What a shame Left to wither in the darkest caves Too rare to live Too numb to fall apart Forever doomed to restart
3.
Gasoline was always the way You play these mind games You hide behind your chains Exceptionally deranged To the heart seeking freedom This home is hell These four walls surround me where I dwell You brought the vice To initiate my demise Set me free So I can just be me Fucking tired of being a walking disease I'm praying down on my knees So won't you set me free So I can just be me Feeling heavy If someone could take the pressure off me I'd feel okay for one more week These walls they cripple me Condemned to be malnourished Soon to be deceased You cannot turn time around to work for you You have no clue what I can do Thinking you know about Half of what I've been through When you talk my soul depreciates You breathe death in every word you speak When I break away you will decay Go find your own way These walls they cripple me Condemned to be malnourished Soon to be deceased I wasn't the one I used to be I'm stronger I'm better But not too far from the dark Not too far from being lost I can see your toxicity You held me back You held me back With no chance to breathe These walls they cripple me Condemned to be malnourished Soon to be deceased I wasn't the one I used to be I'm stronger I'm better But not too far from the dark Not too far from being lost
4.
You take and you never give Always stealing my life force And leaving me to die Looking for any out That you can muster While your brain starts to fluster Falling all over your lies You are your own demon And it's no surprise Consumed by your lust For the things you can never have And you never will Steal my life force and leave me to die How could I have lived if I've been dead this whole time You said we were the same But you lied You lied I will never be the same again So why try You probably thought that I would always forgive you But I've never been more broken Take this to your grave All my love is lost on you Tell me it's all in my head But cover up the truth It's clear I don't know that I'm being used and I bet you'd hate it if I did the same to you The damage you did you my brain I'm not the same The one I thought I knew Never existed Thanks for the memories All the lies and manipulation Will always haunt me To fear that nothing is real Take every time I defended you Swallow it up until you choke to death Drown in the sea Because of you There's nothing left of me There's nothing left of me I am so tired of being abused For being calloused I bet you thought we had an understanding Guess being patient was too demanding If there's any reason for so much damage It's cause you can't heal all these scars with a bandage You said we were the same But you lied You lied I will never be the same again So why try You probably thought that I would always forgive you But I've never been more broken Take this to your grave All my love is lost on you Love is lost on you I'll be damned Before I repair with this broken heart
5.
Destroy Me 04:31
When my memories fade into darkness I can finally rest my head And be free of this place To be honest Don't wanna be forgotten But it's just what I think is next I can't stand inside this dream that I dread in my head Tell me, when was the last time you saw me happy For too long I've held in all this pain This facade is growing bigger It's making me weaker and weaker But How can this be I was supposed to be invincible Forget me Don't know if I'm only just a memory Letting go is all I'm good for Don't change me Into who I wish to be until I destroy me Listen, you told me I could stand on my own You promised That I would never be alone I told myself that no one else should be Stronger than me But I was wrong I can't go on I don't need your words You only need to face the truth How could I know you How could you know me When you were never there When you were never here Forget me Don't know if I'm only just a memory Letting go is all I'm good for Don't change me into who I wish to be until I destroy me When memories fade to black I can finally rest my head To be forgotten is all I need I'll breathe for one last scream I can't last inside this dream Give me a reason to believe It's best you forget me Forget me Don't know if I'm just a memory Don't shame me Don't blame me for the fire inside One Dream I'll breathe for one last scream Forget me Don't know if I'm only just a memory Letting go is all I'm good for Don't change me Into who I wish to be until I destroy me Don't know if I'm only just a memory Letting go is all I'm good for Into who I wish to be until I destroy me

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released September 4, 2020

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