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Rust
03:28
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I've watched you die one thousand times
Not a moment passes where I forget
How you stabbed my spine
People like you are such a Shame
Use all the ones you claim to save
Kill the world to save yourself
But it's no wonder
We're all going through hell
How cruel the world can be when it's back is turned
How warm the devil's hand is
With his hate so bold it burns
I cry more and more each time
When I recollect on how you crossed the line
Bridges to Ashes
Dust to dust
My love decays
Consumed by rust
Good on you to push that being damaged is my fault
I can embrace all my flaws
But you can't stand yourself at all
You couldn't grin and bear your shortcomings
And admit that you were scared to be alone (bring it back)
You couldn't grin and bear your shortcomings
And admit that you were scared to be alone
Shows from the abuse in your home
Here I go again
Wasting my thoughts on you
I wish you could see
The Damage you've done to me
You swear that we were an island
But i was always standing still
In the midst of an apocalyptic world
Bridges to Ashes
Dust to dust
My love decays
Consumed by rust
In your darkest moments
You know you're a fraud
Who uses everyone to keep yourself alive
You should just give up
Ashes to ashes
Dust to Dust
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2. |
Decayed
03:13
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Take a step back and look at the path you walk
Harbor too many hearts
With no heart left of your own
Trying to feel something
Feels like stabbing in the dark
I've Been Infected
By these scars on my heart
How will I let go of all of this pain
How will I lose this fight again
I've worked too hard to build these walls up
To bring them down for those I barely know
What a shame
Left to wither in the darkest caves
Too rare to live
Too numb to fall apart
Forever doomed to restart
Could never trust myself
Could never find a peace of mind
So willing to stand aside
So willing just to abide
So willing to be so blind
Somehow I drown in my silence
Knowing their illusion would be destroyed
If I just opened my mouth
When it counts
I wonder who would stand by me
And who would just walk out
What a shame
Left to wither in the darkest caves
Too rare to live
Too numb to fall apart
Forever doomed to restart
Show me your true face
Underneath your feeble skin
You immerse yourself in darkness
But let's see you bring yourself to light
I can only learn from my mistakes
But I am who I am either way
This whole in my chest
It proves that I'll never forget
No one left to love from the past
No one left to trust as no cost
What a shame
Left to wither in the darkest caves
Too rare to live
Too numb to fall apart
Forever doomed to restart
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3. |
No Chance to Breathe
04:02
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Gasoline was always the way
You play these mind games
You hide behind your chains
Exceptionally deranged
To the heart seeking freedom
This home is hell
These four walls surround me where I dwell
You brought the vice
To initiate my demise
Set me free
So I can just be me
Fucking tired of being a walking disease
I'm praying down on my knees
So won't you set me free
So I can just be me
Feeling heavy
If someone could take the pressure off me
I'd feel okay for one more week
These walls they cripple me
Condemned to be malnourished
Soon to be deceased
You cannot turn time around to work for you
You have no clue what I can do
Thinking you know about
Half of what I've been through
When you talk my soul depreciates
You breathe death in every word you speak
When I break away you will decay
Go find your own way
These walls they cripple me
Condemned to be malnourished
Soon to be deceased
I wasn't the one I used to be
I'm stronger
I'm better
But not too far from the dark
Not too far from being lost
I can see your toxicity
You held me back
You held me back
With no chance to breathe
These walls they cripple me
Condemned to be malnourished
Soon to be deceased
I wasn't the one I used to be
I'm stronger
I'm better
But not too far from the dark
Not too far from being lost
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4. |
Forgive/Forget
04:17
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You take and you never give
Always stealing my life force
And leaving me to die
Looking for any out
That you can muster
While your brain starts to fluster
Falling all over your lies
You are your own demon
And it's no surprise
Consumed by your lust
For the things you can never have
And you never will
Steal my life force and leave me to die
How could I have lived if I've been dead this whole time
You said we were the same
But you lied
You lied
I will never be the same again
So why try
You probably thought that I would always forgive you
But I've never been more broken
Take this to your grave
All my love is lost on you
Tell me it's all in my head
But cover up the truth
It's clear I don't know that I'm being used and
I bet you'd hate it if I did the same to you
The damage you did you my brain
I'm not the same
The one I thought I knew
Never existed
Thanks for the memories
All the lies and manipulation
Will always haunt me
To fear that nothing is real
Take every time I defended you
Swallow it up until you choke to death
Drown in the sea
Because of you
There's nothing left of me
There's nothing left of me
I am so tired of being abused
For being calloused
I bet you thought we had an understanding
Guess being patient was too demanding
If there's any reason for so much damage
It's cause you can't heal all these scars with a bandage
You said we were the same
But you lied
You lied
I will never be the same again
So why try
You probably thought that I would always forgive you
But I've never been more broken
Take this to your grave
All my love is lost on you
Love is lost on you
I'll be damned
Before I repair with this broken heart
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5. |
Destroy Me
04:31
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When my memories fade into darkness
I can finally rest my head
And be free of this place
To be honest
Don't wanna be forgotten
But it's just what I think is next
I can't stand inside this dream that I dread in my head
Tell me, when was the last time you saw me happy
For too long I've held in all this pain
This facade is growing bigger
It's making me weaker and weaker
But How can this be
I was supposed to be invincible
Forget me
Don't know if I'm only just a memory
Letting go is all I'm good for
Don't change me
Into who I wish to be until I destroy me
Listen, you told me
I could stand on my own
You promised
That I would never be alone
I told myself that no one else should be
Stronger than me
But I was wrong
I can't go on
I don't need your words
You only need to face the truth
How could I know you
How could you know me
When you were never there
When you were never here
Forget me
Don't know if I'm only just a memory
Letting go is all I'm good for
Don't change me into who I wish to be until I destroy me
When memories fade to black
I can finally rest my head
To be forgotten is all I need
I'll breathe for one last scream
I can't last inside this dream
Give me a reason to believe
It's best you forget me
Forget me
Don't know if I'm just a memory
Don't shame me
Don't blame me for the fire inside
One Dream
I'll breathe for one last scream
Forget me
Don't know if I'm only just a memory
Letting go is all I'm good for
Don't change me
Into who I wish to be until I destroy me
Don't know if I'm only just a memory
Letting go is all I'm good for
Into who I wish to be until
I destroy me
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