Take a step back and look at the path you walk
Harbor too many hearts
With no heart left of your own
Trying to feel something
Feels like stabbing in the dark
I've Been Infected
By these scars on my heart

How will I let go of all of this pain
How will I lose this fight again
I've worked too hard to build these walls up
To bring them down for those I barely know

What a shame
Left to wither in the darkest caves
Too rare to live
Too numb to fall apart
Forever doomed to restart

Could never trust myself
Could never find a peace of mind
So willing to stand aside
So willing just to abide
So willing to be so blind

Somehow I drown in my silence
Knowing their illusion would be destroyed
If I just opened my mouth
When it counts
I wonder who would stand by me
And who would just walk out

What a shame
Left to wither in the darkest caves
Too rare to live
Too numb to fall apart
Forever doomed to restart

Show me your true face
Underneath your feeble skin
You immerse yourself in darkness
But let's see you bring yourself to light

I can only learn from my mistakes
But I am who I am either way

This whole in my chest
It proves that I'll never forget
No one left to love from the past
No one left to trust as no cost

What a shame
Left to wither in the darkest caves
Too rare to live
Too numb to fall apart
Forever doomed to restart